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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2004|03:03 am]
Skendalous
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |My entire downloaded music collection]

She says Baby,
Its three AM
I must be lonely.

I'm off to the East coast in 57 minutes and 3 hours! Thank you Chief and Sean for staying up with me through the long haul.
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This school year... [Jun. 13th, 2004|10:21 pm]
Skendalous
[Current Music |Leaving on a Jet Plane]

I walked away with knowing I can go to my friends with my problems. That is the most important thing for me. I don't know why, but before I was so afraid to let them in any closer. I'm very lucky to have them all and they helped me out so much during just the last two weeks, its been just amazing.

As for my big announcment. I am no longer going to play club soccer. It was the hardest decision I've ever had to make. Thank you Aubrey for helping me through it, and Ashley too.
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2004|06:28 pm]
Skendalous
How to make a dreamenchantres
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

5 parts silliness

3 parts leadership
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little fitness if desired!


Username:


Personality cocktail
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Yay?

I have big news, I've made the most major decision of my life. I'll tell you guys about it later.
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2004|09:59 am]
Skendalous
YOU ARE AUDREY HEPBURN
WORSHIP! You're inner Bombshell is the beautiful
Audrey Hepburn. Like her you've been blessed
with a "certain something" that no
one could describe accurately. You are more
reserved than other bombshells, and that shows
in your gentle, graceful nature. You like doing
things for other people and love volunteering
for your favorite charity. Yours is a rare gift
in this day and age. You don't need to show a
lot of skin to be sexy, all you need is your
eyes. To see Audrey at the top of her game
watch the movie "Breakfast at
Tiffanys".


Who is your inner bombshell?
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He called me last night. And, for those of you who want to see some lovely pictures that I took awhile ago in chemistry here you are. Chem Nerds
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:56 pm]
Skendalous
[Current Mood |complacentcomplacent]

I don't know if I want to play soccer anymore.

I just have no feelings towards it what so ever.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|03:06 pm]
Skendalous
KKeen
EExtreme
NNatural
DDainty
AAccurate
LLoud

Name / Username:


Name Acronym Generator
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Washed my car, and got my computer fixed. If anyone has a copy of Adobe Photo Shop could I get it, because I don't have anything to download it from anymore. And I'll also need a serial number for it too.
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And all you can do is yell at me. [May. 11th, 2004|06:51 pm]
Skendalous
[Current Mood |soresore]
[Current Music |Keb' Mo' -City Boy, Don't Try to Explain, Victims of Comfort]

I finally made the decision. I want to try out to play for a college team. Why? Because of something Megan said. She said that if I should do it while I can, because I could end up like her one day -- I could not be able to walk more than two miles per hour, and not be able to lift my arms about my head -- and that if I ever reached that point I'd be kicking my self for not tryin. I know that's true. So, last night I decided I wanted to play college ball. Today I got a rude awakening. My club team is dispanding. My whole future is falling down around me, and the only thing my father can do is yell at me.

I came home and asked him to move his car, he yelled at me and said "I can't I'm doing something." I come into my room, about to straighten it up, and he yells at me about a floor I've already swept. Its been two days since I swept it, don't you think there is the slightest possiblity that perhaps it could get dirty. I do believe so. I know if it had been anyone else that wouldn't have happened. Some times I'd like to be held to a lower standard, like Shaun and Seth. It hurts to know that while I get high marks in classes Seth can get low marks and its "okay." Seth is celebrated when he gets a B or a C. I simply get handed my report card. Its "expected" that I do well. But, when I don't it so hard to face everything that goes on.

Soccer, piano, driving, work, my weight, its been the same with everything I do. Is it because I'm a girl? I don't know. You know, its hard enough when you're not good enough for your self, but it is ten times worse when you're not good enough for your parent. I just can't grasp what I have to do that will make him happy. I'm more responsible than either of my brothers, I apply my self more, I'm home more often. I don't understand what I do wrong. I don't talk back, I just can't bring my self to say what I want to say to my dad, or Pam for that matter. No matter what it is. I just can't do it. I wish I could, I really do. I wish I could be like those other kids who can just let their parents have it but its just not something I have in me.

I don't know what to do. Its hard it just is. Hard to know that the schools I want to attend I wont be accepted to. Hard to know my dad doesn't support my decision to go back east for college. Hard to know that I'm not good enough for my self. And, its hardest to know I'm not good enough for him. And I can't talk to anyone about it, because that's not what I do. I don't understand why, I can't explain it, and I don't know if I want to. All I know is that it hurts. Alot.
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2004|10:16 pm]
Skendalous
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |MTV - The Real World]

Poor Frankie, no wonder she leaves. I don't blame her. Damn Brad being an asshole.

All of my TV shows have been really good this week.
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GASP! [Apr. 17th, 2004|11:43 pm]
Skendalous
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |CD mix]

A public entry!

These will be x-posted in journals and communities so here are my icons, I really am not that good a making them, but here's to trying.











If anyone has any ideas for a new layout for my site, just comment, yeah?
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2003|10:56 pm]
Skendalous
  1. Seeker:: Knowledge
  2. Mirror:: reflection
  3. Fire:: Fun
  4. Goblet:: of fire
  5. Empty:: My emotion
  6. Secrets:: hurtful
  7. Defense:: necesary
  8. Hatchet:: gruesom
  9. Vapour:: vicks cherry vapor rub
  10. Ministry:: Monks, and priests


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While Katt was 'dying zee hair'Collapse )
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